I return to deviant art for a number of reasons. One, because I suddenly remembered it. Two, because no one reads this but someone can if they wanted to. Three, because upon reading my previous entries, I still have the same feelings only I never expressed it so well as in these deviant art entries. So for right now, it will just be our little secret.

Right now, I am the same in that I am stable most of the time but have particularly bad episodes (I don't know what else to call them). My situation may have changed from last year, my tastes may be slightly different, but I still feel just as scared. Scared of what? Life in general I think. When I think that our existence is a result of evolution and that we live on a tiny planet in a universe among infinite number of universes, it is quite curious. It inspires me, scares me, interests me and mystifies me simultaneously. It just kind of makes you stop and go, 'holy shit'.

Holy shit.